Summer came and went, and I realized that the book was monstrous. What good did it do me to
think that I, who looked upon the volume with my eyes, who held it in my hands, was any less
monstrous? I felt that the book was a nightmarish object, an obscene thing that affronted and
tainted reality itself.

I thought of fire, but I feared that the burning of an infinite book might likewise prove infinite
and suffocate the planet with smoke.
Somewhere I recalled reading that the best place to hide a leaf is in a forest.

Before retirement, I worked on Mexico Street, at the Argentine National Library, which contains
nine hundred thousand volumes. I knew that to the right of the entrance a curved staircase leads
down into the basement, where books and maps and periodicals are kept. One day I went there
and, slipping past a member of the staff and trying not to notice at what height or distance from
the door, I lost the Book of Sand on one of the basement's musty shelves.
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